Friday, October 24, 2008

before i go to Mongolia

I am going to Mongolia tonight for a week, of course I will have something to write about then, but I wanted to post something before then about daily life.

I am getting a lot more used to living in Russia. I look at my old posts now and letters to people and they are pretty damn gloomy. As if I was exiled to Siberia or something! No, now I feel more or less comfortable, although not always pleasant. I mean, I still think that things are a lot more pleasant in America, especially the warm and cozy Middlebury campus, where i don't have to think about anything, really, except what I'm studying. But I came here to learn Russian and also to learn about Real Life, and I think that I am doing so. Speaking isn't that much of a problem, although I am still very limited, but I can now watch some movies and understand pretty much everything, although others are not so easy. Still, I think it is about setting goals: when I was just starting, I wanted to be able to form real sentences. Then, when I was on the first and second levels, I wanted to understand movies and understand real speech. Now, I still want to understand real speech better but most of all to be able to respond with actual, unstilted thoughts. So we will see where that goes.

Last night we watched the Russian Hollywood Blockbuster "Admiral" in the beautiful Khudozhestvenni theatre. The special effects were excellent, but I thought it wasn't very good in terms of history. According to the movie, the Russians could have one World War I if it wasn't for the goddamn Reds, all Whites were noble and all Communists were rude bastards with snot all over their faces, and Admiral Kolchak was not a cruel dictator but an honorable man. I mean, the Reds were just as bad as the Whites, but Kolchak, if I am getting my history right, was so bad that the Czechs betrayed him in order to return home. What were the Czechs doing in the heart of Asia? Don't ask! The Russian civil war was just a big bloody mess.
The film, though, is very popular, and I couldn't help but feel a little jolt of pleasure when they kept talking about Irkutsk, where Kolchak was betrayed and shot and his body dumped into the river Angara. There is a statue of Kolchak here now in Irkutsk, not very old, and not very far away from the big Lenin statue on Lenin street. I think that is sort of odd. If a Russian can watch this film and agree that all the Reds were rude masses, and then also agree that Lenin did right and that the rich weren't going to give up their land voluntarily, it seems a bit confusing to me, but not to them. I am glad that we never had to choose between such extreme parties, although I heard that Obama is an anarchist/antichrist.
So I will see you after Mongolia, if we don't meet any Mongolian Death worms.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Two weddings there will be in Pereval

I haven’t written for a while, I guess I should tell you about my trip to Severobaikalsk, because it was interesting. If you want to read about it, that is. I can’t tell if you skipped ahead or not. It’s pretty long, I wrote it out on my computer and then just copied and pasted it here, but:

We left on the 3rd of October, very late at night. When I was riding the bus from my apartment to the coordinator’s apartment I realized that I hadn’t been out at night yet, and Irkutsk in the dark seemed more like a normal city, if that makes any sense. Our seats on the train were in a platzkart, which means little compartments of 6 beds, four on one side of the aisle and 2 on the other. Our compartment-mates got on at a station about a half an hour from Irkutsk, and they woke me up. It was a relatively young grandma with her granddaughter, and since I was sleeping by the window facing the platform, it was my job to hold the curtains open while they waved goodbye. Not that I minded, I hadn’t gone to sleep, but there was something sort of demonic about the little girl, she was probably about 2 and a half and kept blowing raspberries and giving people the fig, and I felt bad because I didn’t like her very much. I think two year olds should be mischievous but not demonic.
Everyone went to sleep, and like always, I slept well, until the little girl woke up very early and then I just laid in bed for about an hour. Outside the window it was cloudy and filled with empty Siberian forests. There aren’t any walls or anything between compartments, its just one long aisle through the whole wagon, and people were moving around to brush their teeth or get some hot water (free!) for tea and instant noodles/kasha. I finally decided to actually get up when one of the young boys from the next compartment who I later found out were related to the grandma sat on my feet. I read Anna Karenina in English, looked out the window, and ate a lot of snacks that other host moms had given their students. I was supposed to ask my host mom, but I forgot. But it was fine, because there was enough food for about 20 people, although there were only 7 of us.
Later in the evening we started talking to the Russians around us, and that was nice. The two boys, Ruslan and Denis, were very talkative and told us about fishing, pop music, etc., and we talked about the Beatles and politics with the grandma. She was very sociable as well. I haven’t really enjoyed talking about politics with Russians so far, because although they will say immediately that “people should live peacefully,” which I agree with, and point out their disagreement of the Iraq war, it never occurs to them that their government might also from time to time engage in not entirely necessary conflicts. However, everyone I have met has come to a mutual consensus about the Beatles: they are awesome!
The train ride was 35 hours long but not that bad, just a little groggy, and we arrived in the city of Severobaikalsk in the morning. A little background history: the Soviets built Severobaikalsk along with the BAM railroad that connects Eastern Siberia with the rest of the rail system. It was one of the last “great projects,” and Estonians, Georgians, Russians, and Ukrainians all labored to build this railroad in a not very hospitable place. Severobaikalsk as a city is 10 years older than myself, and it shows. Every building is a big tower block, and the main street is named “60th anniversary of the USSR,” which is a little sad, because it doesn’t exist anymore. The railroad station is very creatively shaped like a ship, or the abstract interpretation of a ship. Our guide, Marina, informed us that most people here are involved with the railway and that no new industries are advised for the city. It seemed like it wasn’t a dying city, but it wasn’t a growing city at all. We didn’t really spend much time in it, anyway.
We stayed in a nice guest house whose owner was from Moldova and cooked us a nice breakfast and dinner every day, and during the day we usually went on a nice hike around the lake. The first day we followed a trail along the cliffs on the northernmost part of the lake, and it really felt like we were on the sea, minus the salty smell. There is a tree here called the listvennitsa which looks just like a spruce tree but all the same it sheds its needle-leaves in the winter, and in this time of year they are all a very bright shade of yellow, and I enjoyed walking among them immensely.
Besides nature walks we also bathed in not one but two hot springs. The first was in a city with the ridiculous name of Goudzhekit, which is not Russian but from the local people, the Yeleni. There we got dressed into our ridiculous American swimsuits and went out to the springs, which were pumped into two pools: one pleasantly hot, like a hot tub, and the other painfully hot. I thought the hot one was just cooling off for later in the day until an old Russian who looked like the human version of wolf calmly lowered himself into the scalding pool and stayed in there for about two minutes. From time to time I dipped just my legs in that pool and it was always painful. Finally, determined to prove that I was not just another wimpy westerner, I tried to immerse myself in the hot pool. But it was still quite scalding and I had to give up. But I couldn’t give up, not when I saw that slight smirk on the face of the wolf-man, and after 5 more minutes I tried and succeeded! The trick is to stay absolutely still—after a while, it only hurts when you move your arms and legs, but when you decide to get out, it is really painful. I was probably more proud of my time in the hot pool than my graduation from high school. I still am.
The other hot springs were on the other side of the lake and rode on a little skipper for about 3 hours to get there, to the little resort of Hakusi. The boat ride was pleasant, just to be on the open water, but Hakusi was even more pleasant. In the summer I guess it is quite popular, because we walked by little stores, cabins, a rec center, etc, all made of wood and colorfully painted, with lots of “Nature is our soul—don’t litter!” signs, but there was not a soul there besides us and the captain of our boat. The hot springs there were a lot simpler, just a wooden structure built over literally a hot spring, and there was also water that I was supposed to drink and another well of water that I was supposed to put in my eyes, and of course I did so, and I think my eyes have been doing well since then.
There was one strange thing about Hakusi, although nobody else in our group thinks its strange. On the beach in front of the resort there is a big sign that says “WELCOME!» in English and in Russian, and a bunch of wooden arrows that point to various Russian cities with the distance painted on them. Fine, that's very cute and appropriate. But then a few more feet away from the lake there is a little sign that says: «Square of Hope…». And the Square of Hope, or Hope Square, made me very sad, because it was a strip of sand with 4 tires and a little flower mosaic from the city of Bratsk. The tires were sloppily and garishly painted with pink and white paint and some of them were filled with dead flowers. The other 4/5 of the «square» was just sand, and it wasn't organized in any way. These questions immediately came to mind: why would the Russians build a square of Hope here, way out in the middle of nowhere? Furthermore, why would they make such a depressing square? I don't know. They certainly weren't being cynical. I think it’s a Soviet thing: Americans would never address a group of strangers as «Dear friends!» and wouldn't name a little grocery store «Friendship,» «Spring,» or «Summer.» Doesn't anybody else think this is strange, or is just me? Not that I don't like it. I like it when Russians say «Dear friends,» or how they give out «prizes» to everyone who gives a presentation, even if it is mandatory and they are university students.
ANYWAY
The big highlight of our trip was the (former) village of Pereval. We took our usual minibus with our friendly driver Sergei, who unfortunately tunes his radio to the worst station in Severbaikalsk, to the nearby village of Kholodnoye. There we met our driver Volodya, who was going to take us to Pereval in his truck. Liza had already told us that the road was too rough for our minibus, but Volodya's truck was a military truck, with giant wheels and a diesel engine and so on. We sat in the back with a tarp roof, like soldiers, and drove down a dirt road. «This isn't bad at all.» I thought. «Sergei could have driven down this.» Then, after 5 minutes, the truck turned sharply to the left and we drove down into what I thought was ditch, but it turned out to be the road. We bounced all over the truck and had to hold onto the metal bars supporting the tarp-roof of the car, and it was fun for about 15 minutes but then it just got hard to think about anything and too loud to talk to each other. We stopped after about half an hour at a place that the local people considered holy, which was a beautiful hill of boulders covered with a few inches of snow, and continued on. The next hour and a half was extremely uncomfortable because quite frankly I had to use the bathroom and all the shaking and bouncing around was not pleasant, and I was about to ask Liza to knock on the window to ask Volodya to stop when a sleeping bag flew out of the back of the truck and when we got out to get it, it turned out that just about everybody else had to use the bathroom too, but didn't want to say it.
The last hour went by quicker, and we crossed several rivers. Every time the water splashed on the engine this sort of steam-fumes rose up into the back of the truck, but it was not as bad as it sounds. Nonetheless we were happy to arrive in Pereval, which, true to its name, is located in a broad valley between two mountain ranges. It reminded me a lot of Hatcher's Pass in Alaska, and was beautiful in a desolate way. There was a few scientific buildings from an old mining camp and a little wooden house where we stayed, run by Boris Gerasimovich. Boris was about 60 years old, had messy white hair and leathery, dark skin that comes about by living in a mountain pass for 18 years and not once coming down. Our plans, whatever they were, did not work out so we went on a walk around the place. The old village of Pereval was located up the hill, and it was quite strange to walk around all these smashed and twisted remains of little houses, which still had dolls and empty packets of condensed milk and newspapers from 1989, when everybody had to leave because the Soviet Union was going to hell. I found a little plastic model of a deer, which I kept because the local people principally hunt and raise deer and it seemed appropriate to me.
Afterwords there wasn't much to do, so we started playing Spades in the cabin. Boris and our driver came in, a little oiled up and in better spirits, and taught us (sort of) how to play Durak, which is a very popular Russian card game. At dinner we ate rabbit soup and Boris proceeded to get pretty pickled. We had a guest at the table, a local hunter named Andrei who was about 45 years old, sort of looked like my Japanese relatives although he was Yeleni, and was very shy. Boris kept babbling and flirting with our group leader, and Andrei kept quiet and didn't laugh at Boris's mischieviousness. Once, when there was a pause, he said in his meek voice: «Well, we have guests from America. Tell me something about America.» We of course couldn't think of anything to say.
After dinner we of course played cards. The other Russians went into the next cabin, but Boris stayed with us. Earlier he had announced that I was going to get married to my group-mate Sarah next year in Pereval, and that Aubrey was going to be married to his son, although earlier he said that he would never allow his @!#$$% son to come to Pereval, so I'm not sure. The other students made sure to play Spades, a game he didn't and would not understand, and Sarah was knitting, so that, as the Russians say, it came to me to sit next to Boris.
I would like to say that there was sucessful cultural exchange, but that wouldn't be true. He asked Sarah about 20 times why she kept knitting, and either praised her, saying she would be a good wife for me, or scolded her, and asked me how old I was. When I told him, he apologized to me and explained that it is extremely offensive to ask someone how old they are. I said it was fine, but then two minutes later he asked me how old I was. Pretty soon after dinner he started swearing, but really materilsya, which is like a dialect of Russian, and of course I didn't understand him very well. He got frustrated with us, and thought that we didn't speak Russian at all, just because I couldn't understand him when he swore like a sailor.
I told him I was from Alaska, which I thought he would like, but he started swearing and I made out that he claimed he was born closer to Alaska…than I was(?), and that I wasn't from Alaska, but from outer space. I started to get pretty tired of him and eventually started reading Anna Karenina by the lantern, and he just sat there, drunk and slightly morose, making me feel guilty, but it was impossible to talk to him, especially since we were all completely sober. He wasn't a bad guy, but he wasn't a great guy either. I don't think it was completely a culture clash, aka upper middle class college student vs. russian man who has lived in a cabin for 18 years, because our driver, Volodya, was a hunter, not a very cosmopolitan guy, but the group all got along very well with him. We talked about Alaskan animals and hunting in general as a profession, and at the end of the trip I gave him my pack of cards from Alaska because he was so friendly. Also, I feel guilty writing this, but when he did his impression of a Yeleni accent, it sounded very similar to the accents of Alaska natives I used to hear in Anchorage, only he was speaking Russian, not English. From what I've seen in museums and such, the native people of Eastern Siberia have a lot still in common with Alaska natives, although they crossed the land bridge thousands of years ago.
The plane trip back was about an hour, we didn't have time for another 35 hours on the train. Interestingly enough—our old Soviet plane had more legroom than American ones. I guess that shows that Capitalism really is not in the interests of the people, especially tall ones like myself.
This week, briefly:
That weekend we went to the dacha again, and I helped them build the roof over the garage, overall a nice time there. Monday I had my one mainstream course, XXth century Siberian history, which I really like, and we even talked before class with real Russians(!), named Igor and _____. They seemed pretty friendly. Monday was also Patrick's birthday, and we for the first time went out at night to a Czech bar, where the writer of «Brave Soldier Svejk» supposedly lived for 2 years, which was fine, except I messed up on the taxi and paid too much.
On Friday we had a busy day: all the foreign students were supposed to give a presentation about their country, although I just gave one about Alaska, which went pretty well, I think. I got a little ceramic bell for an «award». The Koreans and the Chinese students, unfortunately, have a real tough time with Russian, it was sort of hard to understand them, and there were some Germans that speak pretty well. Afterwards everybody was supposed to drink tea together in the cafeteria, but this being Russia, the cafeteria was closed and all the teachers disappeared. The Koreans and Chinese also disappeared, but the Germans invited us to their room in the dorms and we spent a few hours talking with them, I am very glad we had the chance. Hopefully we will be seeing them more often, too.

Well that just about catches things up. If you read all this, you're a true friend. If you skimmed, you're probably a true friend as well. I mean, it was really long. And sort of haphazardly written.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

One month

yeah so i've been here one month. i'm not feeling very reflective, but i feel a little bit more comfortable every day, which is supposed to happen. Vyso po planu. Except I still need to find something to do. It's a shame that in childhood I never sticked with a sport or an instrument, but its just not in my nature, I guess.

Nothing much happened. I bought a striped shirt at Shanghai because I like striped shirts and they happen to be an alternative to Black which is popular among Russian men and women. Shanghai is a market full of Chinese people that apparently will steal anything off of you if you so much as one second don't hold onto it. The shirt cost 650 rubles, which I thought I paid too much for, but my host mom said it was a normal price. 650 rubles = 26 dollars. But it is a nice, long sleeved shirt. It is from what I hope is a very prestigious shirt factory in China.

Last weekend we went to Arshan, which is a popular tourist spot in the neighboring Buryat Republic. I know this from my host mom, my professors, and my favorite billboard in the city, a strange looking girl with pale flabby arms doing a strange gesture in front of the Sayani mountains with "REST IN ARSHAN" written above it. I'm not saying that the girl is not pretty, its just that she has weird arms, and they are prominently featured in the ad as she is gesturing with them.

We went to the bus station, which is kind of dumpy and not pretty like the railways station and bought tickets. We sat down on our minibus, only to find that it was going to drop us off at the train station anyway. The ride was very beautiful-around Irkutsk there is mixed forest, then in the central part a broad valley, and near Arshan real, beautiful mountains, not sissy Vermont mountains, but more like Alaskan ones. Kevin's host mom found us a place to stay ahead of time and we then went to a Datsan, or buddhist monastery, which was very small but peaceful. After that we went to see the famous waterfalls. It was a very strange place, because many people go there "to heal." There was a big sanatorium with strange playground equipment, a monument to those that died in World War II, and a big plaster gate with socialist realist workers on the top. The waterfalls were located along a steep and kind of scary trail, but there were tons of Russians of all ages walking around too. That meant that there was a lot of trash and graffitti, but it was still very beautiful. Some things I noticed:
Russians usually just write their name, their city, and the year on the rocks. Nothing else to say.
Russian women take what we would call a "senior photo" every time they are in front of something pretty. Which usually means lying on the ground with the hand on the chin, or with an arm wrapped around a strategically placed tree. They also like to block the trail when they do this.

Afterwards we decided to find a place to eat. We walked along the main road of Arshan, which was not really anything, just some stores and houses. At the very end of the town (15 minute walk) we found a zakusochnaya, where we ordered pozi and cherembeki. Pozi are the national dish of Buryatia, who are like Mongolian type peoples, only not. It consists of a dumpling filled with meat and about 6 oz. of grease. They are good, but you have to eat them right or about 5 oz. of grease will spill on your jeans, which in Russia is awful because a) you're not allowed to wear dirty pants and b) people very seldom wash their pants. All the tables were full so we decided to wait at the outside tables, and four different people asked us: "you're not cold?"

My favorite part of Arshan was this little green strip in the middle of the town (really a village.) It wasn't really a road, just a strip of land about 30m wide that had a little stream running down it, powerlines up above, and grass and dirt paths and cows wandering along it. It was very peaceful.

Yesterday was a day of shame for me. I came home, opened the window like my host mom reminds me to every day, but today I didn't forget, only I stepped over my bed on the way back and not around it and smacked my head into the chandelier and broke one of the glass plates (there are about 30 plates and one was already broken, but this is still bad.) So then my host mom came home, and in the doorway told me to stop scraping my keys against the wooden door because she can't afford a new door, and of course I had to tell her then about the chandelier, she wasn't too happy but not really angry, because it was an accident. Later she scolded me for not picking up my clothes (rightly so) and for not changing my clothes and lying on my bed. Which I understand, but she told me that there is a lot of AIDS in Irkutsk, which is true, but I didn't want to tell her that you can't get AIDS by sitting on a dirty bus seat, or standing on one, because I knew she wouldn't believe me. I was lying on the bed because for God knows what reason, my host mom had a copy of Catcher in the Rye, in english, in her bookshelf, and I read it yesterday. I still really like a lot, and if anybody tells me that Holden Caulfield just complains the whole book, than he is a moron who doesn't understand anything.

this post is turning out to be pretty long. We are going to Severobaikalsk tonight for a week, so have a good week everybody.

David